If you’re reading this blog, then you probably know me… if you don’t know me, it’s kind of weird that you’re reading this. (I hope you’re not a stalker.) Anyway, I (and probably you) would describe me as the non-emotional type. As my uncle says, “I don’t usually emote.” I mean, I cry at really sad things like funerals or even momentous things like both of my sisters’ weddings, but I’m not the type to cry at a movie or a TV show or something like that. (Geric, yes. Me, no.) But, geez louise, this pregnancy has made me such a cryer!!! Here’s some of things I’ve cried about in the last week:
- Geric being gone at winter camp… I missed him
- The Baby Story
- That Caden and I couldn’t go to my sister’s birthday party
- A song on the radio
- The thought of Caden growing up and moving away
I mean, that’s just this last week! It’s like, I know in my head that it’s really silly that I’m crying but I just can’t help it! It’s almost as if the person I used to be is slowly shrinking away and this new person is emerging. And it’s really kind of sad because I really liked that old girl. She was so funny and sarcastic… not at all weepy. But, there’s hope. I’ve been through this before, and I know she’ll be back. Not right away, but eventually, she’ll be back. I look forward to that… I miss her.
Also, thanks everyone for your kind words about my last post. You’re right, I do look amazing, don’t I? J/K (Hey, there she is!!!)